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Happy Blessed Lunar New Year

2010-02-17T19:48:00.004+08:00

Before the eve of the eve, xiao bai got kissed in the ass...

i take it that all bad things end with a bang before the new great year starts =)

The lord will bless me richly this year in my career marriage health and fortune. amen.

New year was ok... i enjoyed most eating steamboat with my family =)
love the hotdog, prawns , golden mushroom in the yummy soup!

It's MID November already!

2009-11-13T14:41:00.003+08:00

Time really flies!!

I can't wait for my Fav December to come!
Xmas... New Year.....

Long weekends!!

Ever since i started Twittering.... i've procrastinated many times to come blog here!
Twitter made blogging so easy!

Many things lined up in 2010!

COllection 10 Launched! =)

2009-10-07T16:23:00.001+08:00

aloha!

Collection #10 - ♥ You are Beautiful ♥ Launched!

Please support !
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Oct is finally Here

2009-10-01T20:31:00.002+08:00

Oct has arrived!!

Many things to look forward as the days passes....

Oh! Collection 9 has launched... please do support! =)

We are very excited ... with regards to Mi Amore... we have something exciting happening soon... i hope all things goes well...
I pray that it will be a great success!

2 weddings back to back over the next 2 sats/sundays...

mr woo and i are going to be the Emcee hahaha

gona grab my dinner now!

sunday sunday... =)

2009-09-06T21:30:00.001+08:00

Collection 7 has launched!!
http://lovemiamore.livejournal.com/6667.html#cutid1

please support!

Also... i cut my hair hahaha
added some colours...
had some little bangs for a change :P

Looking Forward!

2009-09-03T15:21:00.003+08:00

One day to Friday!

MiAmore is gonna have a mega launch this coming Sunday! 18 Designs!
each design comes in various colours....

i love this collection so much that i bought a few items myself kekekke

there will be an advertorial with Peggy Chang =)

Sneak Preview :p

Collection 6 is Out!! woohoo!

2009-08-27T17:24:00.003+08:00

i'm so happy that collection 6 has launched!!

check it out:
http://lovemiamore.livejournal.com

Appreciate the many support!

P and i are now planning for bigger things... taking a bigger step soon!

Im sure the Lord will bless =)

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i need a new hairstyle ! i envy people who can take the Bangs' look! im so scared i look like a Big Bun face if i chop of my bangs.....
need to source for ideas!!!

i dunno why the hell im getting tanner these days when i dun even go under the sun! =S

P's birthday celebration last nite! had super yummy jap food at Zen.
Gave her the YSL. Nice.
of cos shared by me jon and mike =D

next up.... mum birthday... ron dad birthday... huiwen wedding.. liping wedding.. christine wedding... krystle's hens night and wedding

can u smell the burnt smell of my pockets? hahahha

Boys Over Flowers!!

2009-08-10T22:59:00.002+08:00

So in love with this now!
Amanda`s fault!! she intro this to me hehe

i think Lee Min Ho is so cute! He acted as Goo Jun Pyo ( taiwan`s version of Dao Ming Shi)
back to watching the drama =)

ITs Friday again?

2009-08-01T00:00:00.003+08:00

Oh My God!
Ever since Po and I have started on this Blogshop business..

Time flies...
I really mean it.

Fri comes quick now!!

and just as i thought i have recently updated my blog, but hey! Im wrong!
I havent even posted up the new collection's pictures!

Here u go:

I love the Topshop Bodycon Dress and Racerback Dress, before i have time to reserve any of these.... they have been sold out!!

A very big thank u to supporters of Mi Amore... and thanks to my mum for being a very good sales woman hahahah

P and i are gg to launch a mini collection for our 4th launch... a sweet and simple one...
cant wait for Photoshoot day already =)

Love,
trying to be creative haha

Time For Work! Time For Play!

2009-07-21T15:24:00.001+08:00

Launching tomorrow!

Please support!

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2009-06-02T20:24:00.000+08:00

not happy not happy not happy with myself.

转角遇到爱

2009-02-17T17:13:00.000+08:00

In this taiwanese drama, the characters always quote:
剧中有句话：

说了第一个谎就要说第二个谎来掩盖第一个谎.

好有道理！
it's a evil cycle.

转角就会遇到爱与幸福吗？

爱太痛

2008-10-26T21:16:00.000+08:00

能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法把爱割舍
... 我不能睡 ...

love this song!

plastic surgery

2008-09-30T22:22:00.002+08:00

no i din do anything tho i wished i have the guts and money.

but i had a strange dream yesterday! i dreamt that i was surpose to do a surgery due to sinus...

end up i did a nose job! hahaha
i was so afraid that in the midst of the surgery i stood up and say i dun wanna do already but too late they already starting cutting up the flesh!! muhahaha

as soon as i woke up i ran straight to the mirror...... hoping to see a sharper nose (sometimes god do miracles tru dream wat! )

chey dun have lehz....
instead i spotted 2 acne! damn!

muz be cos menses is coming. siansation!!!

i want sharper nose lehz... look at xiaxue blog! she look damn diff from the past. thanks to martin huang who gave her a nose job and its FREE!!!

anyway... time for overdue pics! jeth birthday!

i dunno why i look so 38 here hahah

phyllis!!!!!!!!! love her!

he ti ko peh the bikini babe on the wall.

hes loving the word jerk.
trey loves it too! but his gf was there that nite! hahah

i miss my bb.. . i tot tmr PH tonight can spend lotsa time together but hes troubled over work... =(

sian-sa-tion!!!!!

2008-09-12T00:21:00.000+08:00

i blogged a LONG post and its gone.

SO tired! upload PICSSSSSSSSSS again when i am not tired!

ROM!

2008-09-11T23:34:00.003+08:00

hihi....

yuting is officially a MRS... another went to the MRS club!!

held in M Hotel!

shes now on a honeymoon to Phuket!!!

pics pics pics

2008-09-06T19:28:00.006+08:00

pics time!

Mum's birthday!

with sis and mum!

with baby and mum!

ktv with old friends... but wasnt that happy when the night ended. =(

this is alicia! gene's gf.

i am not that happy. eileen knows the reason.

i figured that best friends - that handful is enough. at least those few are the real ones that understand u. thanks leen for hearing me that nite. =) i smsed her... that very night when i was unhappy... glad to have her. =)

on the 4th sept... met bimbs club... another grp of girlies ... that i love! always bitching together hahah

i so wanna join Bimbs P in here new place... but lots considerations to take note... we'll update each other...

called P jus now as i saw W!!OMG!!

aiya she know how freaked i am... hahah

our beloved yix! love talking! she is so cute!! shes damn young but she click so well with us... she cant even go in butterfactory.. so u know how young she is.. it's so funny when she told us how she get into her future mum-in-law (potentially)'s good boots!!

Dyish pose.

time past so far... it seems like we just started talking but the very first time i looked at my watch after engaging in our gossips.... it was 930pm already lor! i had to rush off to pick mrwoo up... so had to run!! we'll meet up soon for sure!

ystday.. went butterfactory cos it's jeth birthday... phy came to look for me alone!! so happy to see her!! shes my beloved pal too!!!

upload pics when leen uploads.. cos ystday we used her cam!

time to rest!

mcp - i like.i don like.

2008-09-03T22:19:00.005+08:00

1st online shopping

2008-09-02T18:47:00.005+08:00

ok i think i am abit late... abit too sua ku i know...

but it's really my first time doing online shopping after reading soooooo much raves about it... so i cant resist anymore!

i just completed the purchase using paypal and its sooo easy!!

i'm excited waiting for it to come now!!!

i am getting the 706 and 720.

getting just ONE pair in sasa is $8.90.....

getting online... is about $1 a pair?? hahahhh

i better not be too happy first... got to see how the actual product looks like when it arrives!!

i'm so hungry!! waitin for baby to have dinner!!

*and i just added a chat box on the left!!* =)

long overdue bimbs pics

2008-09-02T12:00:00.003+08:00

long overdued..ed.....

introducing bimbs club:

yixuan (aka huang lian po - hse wife) (extreme left)

portia (aka chili padi bimbs) (extreme right)

berlinda (middle) - Perfectly normal. hahah (sure kana bash by these 2).

sarah - missing.

also missing dorothy... the sunshine babe!

they make work very fun.... my lunch and gossip khaki.... missing them now.........

fumes. these days.

2008-08-26T21:24:00.003+08:00

recently we've lotsa arguements... i dunno why....

esply last night. huge one.

but everytime after such fumes... he's the one who come and initiate the cool off...

i admit...sorry seems the hardest thing/words for me to say.. i rarely apologise to him... maybe he's right... maybe im too demanding... i need to learn to be 'softer'....

but for him... my wish is that he controls his temper....

also... i HOPE we'll be of the same yolk... this way... we'll learn to walk in the same light... then perhaps we would not have so much disagreement or arguement...

but i do appreciate that he always give in to me... knowing that how TOugh-charactery he is!

anniversary is around the corner... im cracking my brain on what to get for him!!!!

HELP Needed!!

Pics taken at butter...

(Trey's birthday)

my cam phone is quite lousy for night shots......... =(

eileen and i!!!

so sad... my phone takes BLUEY humans...

pics by pro:

hoho....

msn with my dear intern yixuan now!

acid bar

2008-08-23T22:41:00.004+08:00

i'm soooooo happy that i finally get to meet my fav gal - Phyllis after so long..

i'm glad she has walked out of her darkness and being so cherry and happy again!!

we had fun chatting! making weiyi talk abt his sad story la... how he and his ex broke up ... hez gg back states... so good luck boy... better luck in love nex time...

and coincidentally... my ex poly mate - yinrou is with one of our friend!! the world is so small...

i heard they are now in states and this friend of ours is gg gaga over her....

after much chat... came jeth and ming...

i think they hated me cos i drunk a little.... too much hahah

and i was laughing and reminding them of thier ex flames!! hehehe

surely they wun hate la... haha long time friends ok!!! since my jal days...

i love all my friends!

esp :

men or relationship - stupid? men haha

2008-08-17T22:47:00.003+08:00

we had the once in a while nonsensical quarrels again last nite...

i think both were equally petty and of cos... i still think that he has a bad temper issue.

just becos of driving directions to punggol. damn.

halfway i drove home myself... and he was walking in punggol for 1/2 hour hahaha... (stopped the car halfway bcos i realli cant take the arguement already!)

he smsed me... he had a car but had to walk for 30mins in a ghost town trying to figure out how to head home with no cabs or bus in sight.

haha. who ask u to quarrel with me!!!

then.... at abt 1am ... he msged me... "it may sound like im giving in but im missing my naughty wife...''

this situation is not rare.

haha we always quarrel over the slightest things which i DUNNO WHY!!!

i'm so pissed ystday i was thinking how are we gg to get married like dat?? he show no respect to me when he says things that are hurtful... and its over SMALL THINGS...

then when we make things up... haiz... the dun wanna marry him tot vanish hahaha....

men are stupid! but when they sayang u again... they dun seem tat stupid anymore heh... :P

so when we met up today ... things jus automatically went back to normal... smile laughter and fun ...

i hope we both mature more and learn how to handle each other better before we move on to some life committment....

sunday comes so fast man! tmr's working day again.......
5more days to weekend hahah

about 20 days to our anniversary....

what to get for him!!?

my fav entertainment blog for now.. .xxvsdy is down so sad... must be dy and her grp behind the closure of the blog...

so many artist have hate blogs.. they dun even bother... bcos there are definitely ppl who love or/& hate u...
if she cant even accept this small rejection... how can she make it further to become a bigger star...

hope the blog will revive! :D

updates on guangzhou!

2008-08-07T16:00:00.004+08:00

Time to depart for Guangzhou!

baby's upset cos i am gg without him....
he smsed me when he was driving home... that he almost cried like a gal... cos he miss me so much!
i love him!

mum and sis came to say bye! :D

oh i did a perm there.. hehe dirt cheap $60 sin can! BUT becos i did rebond early this year... then i think my hair din really "absorb" the perms... so they are not so curly now :(
me with aunt and dad!
me aunt and xiao yan jie..

i also took some photos of pigs from dad's farm resort.. but they are in my phone... lazy to upload hehe

guangzhou's clothings are damn cheap but they are more of the far east plaza fashion... i bought lots for my sis!

she better thank me man.. cos 2/3 of my luaggage stuff are for her...

food there is very cheap too... but i controlled eating... cos... subconciously i think they did not wash the plates cups chopsticks clean enuff... i think they did not clean the meat and veg well enuff.... i am sorry maybe reading too much news cos me to think this way...

but the food is really tasty!

i shall upload part 2 soon!

:D

feeling grey

2008-06-24T22:52:00.001+08:00

frickle minded.
useless.
not cut for anything.
i;m just anything bad.

thanks.

my best friend's Hens Night

2008-05-14T22:12:00.003+08:00

Let the pictures do the talking...

Those very Juicy ones... i promied eileen i cant post... haha

we were playing with the wigs and the only "guy" whose name is Peter. Spot him in our pictures haha

we went on to DOuble O with intentions to make the bride to be real drunk (because knowing her for 8 yrs i have nvr seen her wasted before!)

here comes WATERFALL

then she became like dat after a while...

hahahha

i knew this lovely babe when i was 17.. just stepped into church's campus ministry not too long ago... the first time i saw her i tot she was very lian...

But... we have a common thing: braces.

i think she tot i was lian too..

then 1 fategul day we started talking... i think it was a sentosa youth outing...

heh...

nvr would i know i can click with this ah lian...

but she is no lian at all... she was a sweet gal whom i can click with instantly...

there began our strongly bonded friendship..

we embarked on similar journeys...

after poly we flew (diff airline)... we quit... we did sales (advertising for diff publication).. then we Market (marketing for diff company)...

we shared joy... troubles and almost everything together...

i am glad to have her..

and i love her..

so i believe we would still be bestest friends even when we turn into aunties in future... :D

*hugs eileen*

i love our friendship. thank you jesus.

wedding bells!!!

2008-04-30T01:31:00.002+08:00

Not Mine! hehe

ok i am so lazy to upload the HK pics already cos its ALOT!

but i uploaded a few taken at weihao's wedding haha

so many wedding bells ringing til my bank account already ringing loud and clear lor!

今年真的是太多人结婚了！口袋已经破很大得洞！二月的时候我已参加了三对新人的婚礼。。接下来还有老板和很要好得好朋友的婚礼都在五月举行。非常期待我好朋友的婚礼应为我将会使他其中之一的姐妹。。他是我长这么大以来第一个好朋友的婚礼。。。脑袋里已经要非常多的顽皮主义修理新郎。。我说的是结新娘的时候！

当让在他正式结婚的两个礼拜钱。。我们会帮他庆祝单身最后一天的派队！

非常期待！

哦！erica也刚宣布他的男朋友已向她求婚了！

喜事连连不断。。

在开心的当儿。。请老天多赐我increase salary or just any amazing amound from anywhere (haha i know impossible but god's = nothing is impossible man!)

whatever!

time to slpz!

Back from HoLi!

2008-04-23T11:57:00.002+08:00

Hi hi,

i am 2 days back from the mai dong xi chi dong xi country. Sad to say this time i am a little disappointed because the things in HongKong has seemed to increase in prices!!

A simple top is at least $20, then is almost no difference from Far East Plaza isnt it?
When i was in Bangkok last september, i can easily get a dress at $12 each!
Ron was rambling say we should go BKK if we really wanted to do a shopping trip.
We spend $1500 just on expenses but not getting alot of things back with us... :(

Nevetheless, we enjoyed ourselves in Disneyland and Wax Museum!
it was really fun because we were running around chasing after Mickey and Mini and my favourite winnie the pooh for photography session hehe

Will post pictures tonite!

today's dean and chris's ROM! Blessed Marriage!

breakie.spree!!

2008-04-15T23:32:00.008+08:00

Hihi...

did i mentioned that i am confirmed already ? hehe
first time in my life i worked in a company for 6 mths with NO complains! thank god!

i'm still very much enoying myself here at the very nice Lexus :D

just had our D&D.. it was so fun cos we won the best dressed table heheh $1500 Best Denki or Connections? vouchers was split among ourselves!

it would be better if it is in cash ahhaha

this is me... preparing to be a pirate.. (left)
Family photo! me shino ethel and portia (below)

This is me and Miss Bimbs.

ALL of us. :D

then the very next day i went to the Style Wedding Glamour Bash.

Not too bad. i fell in love with Di Gio :)

i am so excited... cos i am gg on a fun break tmr!

have a good holiday before my BIG events starts pouring in starting from May!

update and upload more when i am back! :D

*lord i pray that my trip is Blessed! for safety is in ur hands i truely trust. Let the weather be gd let the trip and mood be gd. Let it be fruitful! in jesus name! amen!*

busy busy busy...

2008-01-30T00:35:00.000+08:00

hey yo! its been some time again..
was very busy as soon as 2008 was urshered in...
we have ALOT of events coming up... nevertheless i know god's gonna make things all easy and fun for me!

tmr we are having a event at our showroom.. gonna work till 10pm...
expecting a total of 250 guest! its a lot man!

i cant wait for next week to arrive because our off day begins on the 6th!! lalalalalla... so happy.... work only on mon and tue then off off off off!!
i am going to collect as much ang pow as possible because i have SOOOOOOOOO many weddings to attend this year!

In feb i have 3 already lor!

2nd feb - jelessa
3rd feb - cousin angie
23rd feb - joycelyn

the lord will prosper me!! wahahha

recently i was so vain i did my eye lash extention AGAIN... yeshh... hehehhe love it!
then i dunno y i did hair extention when my hair is quite long already...
now my hair laggi look like grass *faint*
nver mind.. we are only young once... just try everything la! :D

gotta hit the bed... tmr gotta fight a tough battle til 10pm!
Gambatte kudasai!

Oyasuminasai yoooo!

2007-12-28T18:26:00.000+08:00

recently i had an emotional rollercoaster in me.
dun tink this is a gd avenue to say it out... after all its a blog which is too public for me to rant it...

good news of the day is that my medical report says i am healthy! :D

praise god!

xmas was simple tis yr.

i am so into huang jing lu the 9pm drama now... felicia chin looks gd doesnt she?!
shes getting so pretty these days. envy :p

comtemplating to straighten my hair... the curls has been with me for too long. need a change :D

when i was driving home just now... i played a hokkien disc... a song which we sang during my ah gong's wake was spinning.... i couldnt help but kept crying ... i do miss him alot. i regret that i din spend enough time with him. also... memories of many things that happened during the wake... came into my mind....

ah gong.... i know u are in a good place and in the good hands of jesus. i just want to tell you i miss u!

mani & pedi

2007-12-20T18:47:00.000+08:00

2 weeks ago.. baby brought me to do my mani... shortly after that... being the chor lor and clumpsy me... my nails went ugly...
so today...

i went to do mani and pedi with my cousin! i had nice pink french mani! i love it!!

poor baby has to go back to fight his battle... i am now waiting for him to finish his work... at his house... then we'll gonna have dinner and a night to cuddle and nuaing in front of the tv :D

and Yesterday!! we went to collect xiao bai!!

so we agreed tat 19th Dec is xiao bai's birthday hahahha
that's just an excuse for us to have another occasion for us... :)

i feel so loved... i hope this nvr ends!!

2007-12-08T22:50:00.000+08:00

if you havent been to GV's goldclass you should make time for it! trust me! i gave darling a treat to goldclass and we watched the lovely Enchanted! its really a princessy fairy tale.. i cant help but kept singing one of the song to my bf almost everyday... :D

he surprised me again this mth with the new ipod nano. he pretend tat he was the one who wants the nano and kept askin me for suggestions on which colour he shld get... so the naughty me tot that it wasnt for me said silver is nice wahhaha

but later when he told me to collect the nano for him at wheelock... then i realised it was for me and i quickly asked him if i could change it to black! wahhaha

he say i tot u want silver u say silver nice?

i say i dunno its for me ma!

he replied ... u selfish gf! naughtiest in the world!

and there he go... kept laughing cos he cant stand me! :D

i love him... always pampering me!

i told him i love LV after tat... and i tink he immediately went into his prayers... asking god for help :P

:(

2007-11-24T15:59:00.000+08:00

i am sooo unwell! previously when i was down with the bad flu and cough ... i tink becos i havent been drinking enough water (as always.. forever)... i am down with a serious UTI Yesterday!

It was so painful that baby has to send me to NUH...

I have been drowning lots of water and cranberry juice since....... and am glad that i am sooo much better today!

Thanks for da prayers from mummy and friends. Jesus heals! :D

and i bet i scared my baby.... if u had witnessed the pain that i was gg tru yesterday... u might feel me too!

thats the bad thing abt being a woman i guess... we have so much tendency to fall into the illness traps every other day.. but i am thankful i have jesus to watch over me. I know my ah gong who is now in heaven with Jesus is also watching over me. :)

good thing baby and i were on leave ystday... we actuali have plans to make our way to UOB to open an account... but too bad....

baby is such a sweet thing he rems all the timing of my medication in take and nver fails to remind me each time it is time to consume.... he's better than a alarm clock hehee

i am blissful. very.

im fallin in love everyday.

unwell

2007-11-21T14:29:00.000+08:00

its been a really long time from my last post.

i am now takin time to blog cos i am on mc! came down with bad flu blocked nose and cough! not forgetting the evil fever and bodyache!

anyway... to begin with.... after so much that has happened i am glad all things are bright and sunny now!

i love my new job very much! The events that i am dealing with are great fun! The people at my work place are simply lovely!

i am enjoying my relationship now. Thanks to my darling bee.

he really dots on me like a little princess... i've nvr felt this way before.

he brought me to a bangkok shopping holiday before i started on my new job... although i promised him that i would not shop when i am back in singapore... i failed hehe and he still pays for my mango shoppings here :P

he surprised me with beautiful blue roses! my fav! sent them to my office! and bought me a lovely watch. all for our 2nd month anniversary.

when i am sick he pampers me with kisses and lots of care.

i hope our romance nvr dies....

i am a happy little girl now! :D

cherish

2007-08-19T23:02:00.000+08:00

so much has happened.

my grandpa has finally returned to heaven. the only place with no worries no pain but filled with laughters peace joy and love! i know jesus has brought him to a better place.
mum is right.. tho we missed him alot.. but he definitely is better off.. cos if he is still in earth with us.. he has to go tru the pains of his sickness and the trama of the chemotheorpy... we believe God is He. Now i have 2 fathers watching over me. Father in Heaven and my dearest grandfather.

i told mum i miss grandpa and i wish he would appear infront of me and tell me how is he doing up there. i wan to see how beautiful his life is in heaven. no matter what, i know he is now a happy grandpa and he and Jesus is with us every moment.

on the funeral day... my grandma and mum sobbed... its my 1st time seeing them sob this way. Grandpa! We miss You!!
We'll take gd care of ourselves and we shall reunite one day alright!

after he passed away, i realise there are lots of things people start to regret only when the someone is no longer around. Human's nature isnt it?!

We definitely shld treat people around us better esp our kin. Live a life with no regrets. Sometimes we are so busy going after material stuff we neglect people ard us we neglect impt things ard us.

i regret being so occupied with my bf that i neglect my family. i regret making selfish decisions and neglect my family. I regret not talking enough to grandpa whenever i am home. and now that he is gone... my heart really starts to reflect... is it too late? i hope not.. so there are many other people around that needs to be cherish from this moment on.

i think i made the wrong choice of this career cos i tot it would be good money so interest or not doesnt matters.... but i am so wrong.

money is not everything. Money does provide us materially but loving money itself and doing things that i do not want to just becos of money is not a good thing.

i shall therefore live a happy life. Not for money but for myself.

i pray for favour in the certain situation that i am gg tru now.
i also pray for bb regarding his career! i trust in Jesus' name! :D
..........

met eileen for church today. Love such meet ups.. cos we havent met for church for a long long time... muz do it more often... went BK for lunch and catching up.

met bb for his dinner and did some shopping. Satisfied with my buying 2day. haha

i realised 7% gst is realli disgusting.... 7% of $972 = $63plus.... OMG!!!

Disgusting!

still hopeful

2007-08-09T07:02:00.000+08:00

these few days been running up and down the hospital. the moment i wake up i go to sgh to see my grandpa. then i'll be back home at nite. i'll dive straight into the bed and there i go.. dozing off.

grandpa's dignosis doesnt seem gd. doc said his systems are shutting down. but whenever i see him.. i sensed that he really wants to live on. i see that in his eyes. today when i was talking to him.. i saw tears. i really feel upset seeing him suffer. god i pray that u'll heal my grandpa! at least even for a day. a day for him to go home and enjoy family warmth before he go heaven with you. i;m still hopeful. Really. i pray that grandpa would be the miracle testimony!

good days shall come.

insomia.

2007-08-05T08:43:00.000+08:00

tat day when i suddenly left in the midst of blogging.. mum called to say grandpa's condition worsen and the whole family actually went down. i teared when i saw him. he was trying very hard to grapse his breathe.. i was so worried that i tot i am gg to lose him.

he was semi-concious. it was so saddening and my heart really felt so pain seeing him. thank god his condition stablised. been going to the hospital the moment i am awake these few days. cos the moment i wake up i think of him.

I rem this sentence pastor said 'For HE is so are we in this world'. i am praying everyday. Based on this gd sentence. For Jesus is healthy so is grandpa.

but if jesus wants to take grandpa to a non suffering place... i knw it'd gd for grandpa tho i am really gonna miss him lots....... but i knw if he goes home with the Lord.. he'll b happier and painless..

but god i pray that u'll heal grandpa and give us some good time to spend with him at home. I know grandpa's wish is to go home and spend good days with us b4 anything happens.

beside grandpa being the reason that i am not able to slp well these days. i really ponder if things shld juz end.

i tink i am tired.

i need a person who thinks of me first.
not majong. not billard.
who appreciates me when i celebrate his birthday.
and nvr make empty promises EVERY other day.
he always say i think too much.
probably i expect alot cos i put in a lot.
after all dat i've done.
i'm really exhausted.
a person will wait til shes numbed. feelings freeze.
as much as i couldnt bear.
the room contains too much memories.
been too used to revolving ard him.
i am gonna try.

he's the reason for my sleepless nights.
gotta stop.

2007-08-02T01:45:00.000+08:00

2nd aug Happy Birthday my dearest buddy! going to her chalet later in the day!
This is an extremely nice show. By myolie wu and andy hui. andy hui looks so handsome and myolie looking chuby and cute! she hatta put on 40 pounds (i tink) for this show. completed the series! good comedy!! :D The title is 肥田囍事.

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2007-08-01T02:14:00.000+08:00

I've finally done this place up. its been a long long time since i last blogged. my last active blogging was.. when i was in JAL?! that was like 2 -3 yrs back.

i hope this place wld last. and full of good memories to keep.

few days back, i send my Gd pal off to shanghai for gd 5 yrs. for work. make the trip a Gd and worthy one my friend. i wish him best of luck! sincerely.

went to visit my grandad this noon with les after i received mum's sms. i felt so much for him when i saw him. he was keeping all da pain to himself. we all knew he feared the stays in hospital. the needles. the trauma. and whatever a sick person wouldn't want to go tru in the hospital. my mum said i m the only person he talked to in the hospital, today. glad. i knew he always doted on me more than alot of people in the family. sometimes i really think i am selfish and did not do enough for my family. i only pursue what is most happy for myself. i neglected them. but sometimes i juz cant control all these. i hope I'll be able to make it up for them. really.

my grandad's really cute u know. before i left i told him i shall come and see him tmr. guess what's his reply?
him: i wun be here tmr gal. (for a moment my mum tot where he's going)
me: ok! i'll go home and see u. :)

he really badly wants to be out of that place. i pray that he will soon. definitely.

we have our precious lord with us. he our lord. our Shepherd.

if u are reading this. pray with me ya.